In the lap of Himalayas...

Who knows the future and predict destiny? Well it's fresh start for the day every morning. Let's explore the relatively unexplored places.. 

Have a look to a beautiful journey 

We wished to have a short break in the summer, places which must be adjunct to nature, relatively cool and exciting new place. There was lots of suggestions but one of my known person told this place.

Honestly,  1st impression was like "ye Kaun si jagah h" (which place is that), but he showcased some of his pictures during their visit. They have had local experience about mountain and the culture as their native place was Dehradun, capital city of uttarakhand and admirable city I witnessed.

Well, we belongs to flat regions and has no connections there for local guidance. So we opt for tour and travels option. Place we are going was Chopta - Tungnath and travel agent offers Delhi to chopta to n fro option.

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 Opportunity knocked to us for exploring but we have fear of unknown co Travellers.

Pleasantly in late April when entire mid and south India was roasted by 🌞 sun we are going to chill out expecting the snow atleast surrounded to that place. As a dreamer, lush mighty mountain covered with lots of snow, with this dream we reached to the point where we are going to unite with other people.

It's Friday night are we met trip captains and other companions, who knows with whom, memories are waiting for us. Delhi is famous for its winter as well as its summer and we are sweating in night. Thanks to travel agent who gave air conditioner bus for our journey.

Travel start with formal hello hi and soon turned into a blissful joyful atmosphere where everyone was singing gigling dancing ofcourse we all are enjoying. We (me & my wife) accompanied with 20 other people who were totally unaware about each other's culture and nature. 

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We passed beautiful holy places haridwar and rishikesh on bank of river Ganga. Once we thought, these are worthy stops and we should admire beautiful, aggressive but calm composed Ganga here in either cities but when sun rises, and we witnessed "sangam of Mandakini and Bhagirathi" at Dev prayag. 

Both rivers are opposite in nature, one is aggressive, produce noise other is calm , soft. Meeting together to form Ganga and resembles both nature in it. Morning was never expected like this and never admired. But the peace and holiness can be felt only when you witness.

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 Mesmerized by Ganga and its nature.

Our next stop is our staying place that is in the lap of Himalayas,  where we saw greenery,  glimpse of snow mountains and feels like underneath mother's care. Soothing to eyes, refreshing the body and peaceful to soul. That's Chopta, a small village in uttarakhand, where expecting with life is little and giving to mankind is huge.

 I learnt a lesson, nature gave us alot... and every kind creature on the  planet is always giver not at receiving end. It may be super power (God), or nature, or mother or famous personalities.

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Anyway, it's temporary home and our interest here was Tungnath, the highest temple of lord shiva and considered as one of 5 kedar.

Tungnath is 4 km trak but 12000 feet steep surrounding by Himalayan mountain ranges. Shiv devotees recons one of the purest destination for "tapasya" and temple build by recognizing one of the pandav (ancient Hindu culture,  Mahabharat yug) devoted for lord shiva here in ekant (isolation).

It seems people let you afraid of the situation and sometimes it's our decision to leave or to go. Yes, it's a difficult track yes we have to be hydrated agreed not every one can go but we did  by being slow and steady. Misconceptions made us to choose lot of weight on backpacks including 4 litres of water and some snacks but honestly it was foolish decision to carry as everything was available. 

As you know oxygen level on high hills and cool climate may affect you but the views or mesmerizing nature sceneries never let you down and the atmosphere at Tungnath temple worth it for pleasant and relaxing after high stepping.

Mostly people add 1 km and 1000 feet elevation towards Chandrashila to admire the beautiful view, we couldn't do it. One thing that I understood that company can encourage you to climb higher and higher which may be dream of many but alone they can't achieve enough weather it's on mountain or in life. Situation demands a companion and I respect all those who encourage us to reach Tungnath Mahadev and let us explore admire the beauty.

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While returning,  we observe that we achieved lots of elevation. It's never east to step down in fast forward mode but slow and steady is key here too. Reaching back to camps and then to Delhi with now newly known people was an fantastic experience. Yes, we had laughter, encouragement and fun together to admire most beautiful places across the globe and worth to visit.

Cheers to the company and unforgettable memories together.

An...ant

Change is the only constant

I wonder, how situation enforce you to adapt alter lifestyles. No one prefers a "change", in any aspect of living. But we forget that "change is the only constant in this world". Each of us would like to follow "Newton's law of Inertia", living in a comfort zone. In hindi "jaisa chal rha hai, chalne do". Still scratching my head,

 Newton's law is only for physics?? A big no I would say because the perspectives we feel, we observe and we live is somehow connected with different principles. Some came from science,  some from environment, few from socioeconomics etc etc. Sometimes it feels like these researchers are astrologers and predict what goes on...

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Anyways,  back to inertia. Being comfortable and living with comfort is a modern desire and almost everyone is running after it. Desires, an endless thing which actually increases day by day, knowingly or unknowingly. It lasts till we lasts.

Back to an Era, like people who saw real struggle to make our life easier are crazy about this inertia. They notice every change, admire those in others but remains in their own shells. If a chicken has to born, he has to break egg. You can't expect, chicken without a broken egg. Similarly, you can't expect your desires to be turned true until you put little extra efforts. Sometimes efforts are not turned into results but it's important that you are improving day by day.

A man with his family living a smooth life, at someday something, situation turned out and twist you like water from wet cloth for drying. Increase in workload, clashes with seniors ends up frustration on family. You may think it's natural but never notice what kind of situations they going on. May be kids are bullying by school mates or may got wrong company. Ofcourse they are not matured enough. This increases pressure adding on debates with your own family.

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Sometimes life is curse, where you became crazy in dealing indoor and outdoor situations, whether you can or you can't handle. This makes you a good human being or a bad example. But the thing is, that man wasn't prepared for change in his life. He can't think of situation may induce people around him too. It's easy to judge someone but hard to put yourself into his position. Yeah! Same shoes doesn't fit to all but shoes can be modified to fit.

Change is the only constant. Prepare accept and move on.

Ana..nt

success is just a next attempt of failure.

Acceptance is the key and success is just a myth. Reasonably, you paid price of your hard work, commitment and still being in the radar of your own companions is just like you are entering into elections from different parties despite of being in same family. This story tries to explore those pains, every human feels in a life.

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A boy from a decent family. Childhood spent in between demands and restrictions. Not well verse with contemporary learning patterns of that Era, schooling went on average grades. During those days, he had stubbornness and arrogance regarding his nurturing and belief. Who knows in that age where when and how to stop at which point? Lots of "w"'s and it is the Damm truth of every kid even now. These ingredients made an "individual " labeled as situation induced experiences. Boy had a small circle, where he has definate likes and indefinite dislikes. Ofcourse non diplomatic and yelling bitter truth into his head with not grudges in heart. Speaking harsh made your group definate and fan following is solely depending on your scores in exams. Unfortunately,  he had none of these, but has courage to fulfill dreams and smartness to learn in different way. Where do you find these qualities with a sense of humor, truly humanity and trustworthiness in combination of ability to speak truth in front and kind enough to help. 

Years went off neither an attitude nor exam scores changed. Yet a growth prominently popping up for him at very end of schooling. People start admiring his efforts that not turning into scoring.

Struggling for best but when you can't get make best what you have. Nothing comes for free not even failure. You have to pay time, money, energy or struggle to get something but achievement (whether successful or failure) is being highlighted.

Somehow, he managed to enter a college. Things have begin to change. Learning is now becomes change in perception. Perception that matches with dreams and that too visualizing. But, exam scoring still an issue even let him down as a failure. 

Life was going in another way and seems like zero again. Initial point is still missing boy thought. He was thinking he is putting putting enough to become successful but best is yet to come...

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A Wiseman says, success is just an next attempt of failure 

And that miracle happened with him. His thinking became more clear, his learning is after struggling alot, justify the pattern he loves.

Knowledge gives you humbleness and experience provides you filtering abilities to become smart.

People admire you, follows you but friends are still .... very few. When you show mirror and speaks truth, believe me, hard to digest. Almost everyone around you are the companion of your journey, saw your ups and downs but never realize abilities are different. You have been judged with a lucky charm or favorites or bla bla bla but your struggle remains to your true circle. That struggle was a true payment against your accomplishments and one must think upon.

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That circle continues for long despite being separated by career or family or ambitions but spirit remains. It's easy to reach at the top but pain is you still being judged by those who didn't put enough to be at same page. Yes, luck, efforts, support system and most importantly temperament wasn't same for all.

An...ant

Incoming v/s Outgoing

Sounds simple!

Connected with device or sim card... as simple as able to make calls, that is , outgoing and able to receive call that is incoming. But article isn't focused on simple sim cards or mobile phone. 

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Human being is worried mostly about outgoing, like problems are related to motion (loose motion or constipation), or problems related to emotions (mood swings or depression) or may be related to money (lavish life or poverty) etc etc etc. Actually we are focusing on what we dream, what we expect and what we think. But obvious what we get is a reflection of all these. Eventually, it's good to see what we are able to expend and upto an extent it's good to understand that we are able to make what we can. We should admire it. 

The plate we are getting is full of thoughts process we worked for. Have you think about the backend of all these???  I labeled as "incoming". 

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If we have a sim card, I think most important is calls coming from other end. It opens a gate for make calls at your end. Interestingly we are always after why we can't make an call?

If we eat, then only we get an loose motion or constipation. Ever you thought, if you don't eat you won't have these. Infact,  it's not like you eat rabbit and shit an tortoise, obviously it will be rabbit only. Jokes apart, what we eat will come out.

If you think, then only your mood changes if you don't, won't be an issues like depression.

Similarly,  what we earn, what we have in our bank and based on our priority we have an expense plans to be lavish. 

Deeply, we are not bothering about what we have as an input. Inputs has an huge impact and must be a quality raw material. Putting good kind of potatoes make potato chips not gold. We want a gold then dig out mines or work hard in Olympics.

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Giving something to someone is always precious but you can give only if you have. So focus on what you can earn or you have. So, what to do??? Focus focus focus only on inputs.

Think good, do good. Incoming is the important factor which can change your output i.e. workhard to receive a lot, earn and then do. 

Don't forget, outgoing stops first incoming lasts longer.

An...ant

The viva "worse"

Hi! I am going to tell the spicy part of every student's life. To be specific, college student's life.

When we were in higher secondary school, we are sort of visualize the dreams and good saying in hindi "khuli aankho se sapne dekhna" and almost common dreams we had during those days. We gonna think we stepped into a college where there will be lots of fun, funky clothes, cool bikes, hot and sexy bunch of friends,some romance and these all in combination of being topper of class in academics. We continue to imagine these kind of dreams and forgetting about higher secondary examinations.

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Well, at about our time schools were about lots of studies and discipline. In early 2000's very very rare there was a love story born in small city schools and  had a set routine of school home, tuition and play. This was a era where having a cellphone is like you belongs to rich family and internet was limit to cyber cafes. Above all pressure from family society that in every job interview high school and higher secondary marksheet will be consider, if you dont score you can't do anything in life and so on...

So, as a typical college Bollywood story lines, we learnt and actually wants to live college life as seen in movies. Reality differs, and that's where we suffer. I am fortunate to have a admission in professional college and that too is medical college. College life is more serious than what we see in movies, our dreams was just a fantasy that we are visualized without knowing the reality. 

We just realized school life was better than college life atleast you have some people whom you can giggle, hangout or meet during outdoor play. Every friend has time for you and ofcourse we don't value our friends that time.

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So, I was in college and despite of being missing school days, somehow we accomodate and make friends and life moves on. Good thing is we are still focused on studies and in different clothes at different settings. One of the funniest part of our college life was actually related to studies that is going to point out. 

During admission we got a copy of university syllabus and usually every education program must have these kind of provisions that syllabus is divided into theory and practical examination. We have to score in both sections of each subject to clear professional year exams.

Initially every one was scared of university exams. See board exams (high school or higher secondary school) is what we faced in past but what is this new nomenclature we came across is university exams. Exams were conducted at some other college, practical exams at our own college but under supervision of external examiner, that is same as we faced in board exams but the twist is viva vorse is not limit to practical questions asked but is to entire syllabus and internal examiner is tougher than external examiner. Ofcourse he understands the build ups, flaws and positive negative aspect of every student.

Our batch had only 9 students and we have to cross viva exam in increasing number or decreasing number. Since majority times exams starts from first number, and till the end, examiner fed up of asking questions. 

We as a students, try to irritate our examiners at numerous times and unknowingly. Well, examiner must have vast experience of asking questions, he can predict instantly as soon as student arrives infront of him. And despite of this, we still want to make them fool, annoy and sometimes angry.

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It's my privilege to be the "opener" in my batch, and there wasn't any dimension set for a examiner. He tries and error by asking different questions to me. Actually, he tries to overview my knowledge as well as how depth my batch has learnt. So,its very clear for me that examiner will ask everything to me. On other hand my batchmate who has to face examiner at last, she was a theoretically sound student who studied every corner of the book. Unfortunately, she has last number and examiner crossed every student before her. That means, struggled to have answers from students,  annoyed by them etc etc.  The moment she enters unfortunately she victim of all the anger and frustration created by our own friends. Helplessly she can blame anyone because "har ek friend Kamina hota h" . Those friends are also give their 100% to annoy examiner, many of them knows understand the questions but they are stubborn enough not to answer in desired language of examiner. This small moment we enjoy everytime and even she smiles although had face serious panic situations. 

This is life, these incidences are still live to us and we giggle alot by remembering those in a group. By the time we realized that due course of responsibilities and so called growth these all little joyful moments were missed but subconscious mind provoke it again and again. I hope you can correlate these kind of incidents with your own experiences. Feel free to share with me 

email Id is : sharmaanant049@gmail.com

Ana...nt

The romance of a moon

Too far..... behind the tree...

Tree was lush green loaded with petals and providing necessary oxygen to us. Look at the broader picture. 

Tall tree on a breezy night seems like an handsome boy   moon spotting like an glowing beautiful girl. It mesmerizes the atmosphere and turned into a cool calm portrait, in which universe planned every single gesture into a entitled frame which expels out a different story.

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So, back to the scene...gradually moon comes closer to the tree. Now forget the science where moon revolves around the earth. Feel the atmosphere,  slowly slowly girl (moon) is walking towards a boy (tree). They want to spend some time together with no one else around. Look at the sky, perfect desires is fulfilled by stars (friends and families). No one is around.

what a nature what a glow and blissful to have such small things around us. Girl tries to say something quietly to the boy and his ears (those leaves on the top) is like blowned up. Seems like an different energy came through his ears and whole body felt that. Just like an common boy, a tree had a nasty stand in spicy summer where sun was like chewing all energy and at the end of the day a dull tree still standing tall tells that he required something unique which boost him like anything. That's where the relationship meant to be powerful, even a tired person feels energized when sees his/her mate. 

God has created things don't know with what kind of perception but he blessed humanity with thinking and has own perception. That perception meant alot. It solely describes whose gonna friend or stays in your life for a longer duration.  Despite of fact, everything is faded away at some point. 

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Just another tree, having same environment but here the old man stands, who spent his life in giving. He lost almost everything but still stand taller. Moon sparkles him too but not like an beautiful mate but may be as an medicinal effect like a daughter. That's gives him reason to stay tall. Every day after fighting with dust, sunshine etc even birds are not making homes at him still getting waits for a evening. May be like an old man waiting for his child somewhere at home or old age home.

He desperately wants to express himself when no one around him for the whole day. He keeps motivates himself and look when someone (moon) met him he is also revijunate and feels to start a fresh day that is tomorrow.

Same cool, breezy , calm moon fulfill his roles to different persons but never tired of meeting. She knows, she can make life beautiful.

Time to say thank to every moon to your life and moon should also be thankful to every standing tall tree. Give and take.

Pic courtesy: Kunal Thorat, Divya Malakar

An...ant

Realizing; the lessons from early college

I am not going to tell story of 3 musketeers or 3 idiots or any movie story. This was actually a personal experience of mine and is related to 3 persons. Well, I am not going to focus on me but on some one else. 

Myself has ended school board exams relatively at high note. So as an every individual does I was searching for a college by which I can continue my studies and turned into a career. So I got admission in a professional course. September 5th, on auspicious day "teacher's day" I was about to start my new journey. A fearful, alone and unknown to crowd, i was waiting for bus at a place where lots of other students (all having day one , in different speciality but in same college).  I took that bus with others and reached to orientation hall at college.

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Anyone from a middle class background has dream of a successful career and its first step is to get admission in professional stream is like larger than a life.

On other hand, the other two characters (including the main) belongs to same region of a city. Somehow they had an interaction and fortunately they are on the same boat, reached college (not venue) by scooter. The scooter was a famous scooter made by bajaj company and was pretty old, belongs to second lead of the story (I am the 3rd). So in search of orientation hall, they have landed to the most desirable area for boys unknowingly and that was the girls hostel. Watchman was in loo and they stepped into girls hostel. Before they could ask for orientation hall, they understood this is some wrong building we entered. It's better to run away rather than thrown out by warden or some officer. The beauty of our college was there are so many similar buildings that any one can be confused but these two were too much dumb that couldn't see main building infront and went to a building that was behind main building.

Some silly things brings lots of joy in the life and is remembered throughout life.

Since, I have started scary, lonely day at first few hours, they had already a funny friendship start that still in our mind. Eventually, they found orientation hall where everyone was giving basic introduction, background and course in which we took admission. Orientation was conducted by the dean and co and we almost 200 peoples were listening to everyone's introduction and try to find out our batchmates from same course. Here I saw those two one by one and who knows we were going to be friends.

Speaking infront of too much people need courage and was not practiced in schools at that time.

A chubby, short heighted boy from a south Indian background with lots of confidence to speak up and courage to face such audience... that boy was Sid. Coming from higher middle class background and reasonable good school of city with above average scoring in 12th standard he started his journey with us. His companion was resident at similar area and owned that scooter was BD. He was an experience companion as he was in some other college for a while and little bit aware of college situation. So as orientation finished, we found each other in same batch and met for the very first time during lunch. Well others too were part of our batch but fun begins with we 3 Sid, BD and Me.

We all knew we will have a good company for sure.

Fortunately we became friends. As usual friends do, we attend lectures , eat lunch and travel together by public transport. We shared a good bonding, as time progresses we are found to roam around in and out of campus. Sid was bit emotional and was a only child. Me and BD has siblings and knows how to be in same page as we are grown up in that environment plus Sid was relatively sound as far as financial status of our families. With different cultural,  financial and family backgrounds our friendship gradually grows. 

Sid has his own ways to enjoy and was more forward then us, having good general knowledge having access of computer internet freely. Despite of his good opportunity of learning he had some bad company too, who engaged him to fantasies like porn, hanging out with alcohols, video games etc. But his bad side was well covered up with his knowledge,  skills, confidence he had. And he has capacity to accompany all categories of people ranging from knowledgeable,  average to time wasters. Beauty was he can manage every one with ease.

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Innate talent and healthy environment builds a person with courage confidence and drive to try novel things.

Gradually my bonding with him is healthy and we share a honest conversation regarding anything. Even he took me into some fantasies too and we enjoyed each other company. While BD was busy in searching of love it gives a good time for Sid and me to grow as a good friend. BD was there as I have similar healthy bond with him too but that's was a problem with Sid.

 He is emotional.and get attached to everything everyone. He found relations with our batchmates like someone was like his mother, father, enemy etc. I was recognized as a friend, surprisingly even starting a college life with BD, Sid recons him as a enemy. Not because he was opposite to his likes and dislikes but because of me having same bond with both.

I was conservative and Sid wants me to be more enthusiastic and confident. He tries to change little things in me on cost of being with him solely. That's not possible, but he still continues to do better for me. He took lot of stress if I got failed in unit test, or unable to submit assignment on time or teacher scolds me on anything. He is trying to reduce those mistakes of mine. I try to do same for him, help wherever needed. He is a good human by heart, but too emotional and can't accept that a person has other friends too.

Acceptance is a key in every situation. Once you accept things then only you can find solutions of a problem, joy out of situation and competency in competition 

Eventually everything is going smooth. One day, his stress came out in the form of seizures infront of entire batchmates and all were supportive to him even BD too. We came to know he has serious epilepsy issues and me and BD try to take care of his bursting out. His parents wasn't worried at all with our presence. He owned his scooter and showed too much love for me. He travels to my home to.pick me up for college and drops at home too. 

You may think he has pure heart and love for every single individual and to be his friend was fortunate.

His mother seems relaxed with our company and invited all guys to his home. We all had a close look on Sid's life and he was always engaged in emotional bonding and get fooled by many. That's why he hated BD because he had good bond with me too, his experience that many friends left him had unusual fear of loosing me or others too. He was ready to do anything for his friends and with fear of loosing friends many people took advantage of him. Due to that disease, he has issues temporarily with behaviour too but he compensate as soon as he realizes. 

After too many years of being in profession where I could understand mental health too, I realised he is a good soul that time and had selfless approach towards commitment of every single relationship he had in his life whether with me or his parents or other friends even with BD. He had conflicts with everyone but never wanting anything wrong with any person in his circle.

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We both travel together and spend lot of time in studies and other things too while BD found someone in love. His illness increases with we all got failed in 1st professional year of college. No.doubt he is a good learner but sometimes acceptance is more important than caliber. 80% were failed even me too, it took time to recover but need to accept. Anyways,  his stress came out again in the form of seizure but this time on road while riding a bike alone and he met an accident. Fortunately he is not injured much, but his bike was severely damaged so that he is unable to ride it again. 

Sometimes God gives signal to stop at a moment but we are unable to understand and continue to do same things may be we may become egoistic.

We all friends try to explain him and he need to come out of that. We are expecting him to do.so and he was doing. He also tried to get back into normal, watching movies roaming with friends and study hard. He is trying to rule situation around him, and in support an movie released of his intrest featuring great actor of hindi cinema Amitabh Bachhan and look at the fortune Sid lost his life in the theater while watching movie he had an seizure again and this time he was with his bad company.

We all knew in starting we will finish on high end but he won the hearts and we had degrees.

Such a serious loss to our entire friend circle and unfortunately neither me or BD was able to attend his last rituals due to unavoidable circumstances.  Well, Sid was a great friend and fighter. He stood up manier times but can't rid out of stress.

Sometimes a small thing may influence you and your life at larger extend and at that point you can't return. 

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The truth: Hindu religion in pandemic

In the era, where you wont be able to go outside and enjoy delicacies, plan a amazing trip or chilling with friends. Situation of a social animal is confined to cement concrete walls earlier known as home. Es, it is still a home , have family loved ones giggles sorrows etc but in actual its moreover a shelter where we are forced to live. You have work but actually you dont have.

It's like an important aspect of human has been taken off that is being social. If anyone could walk outside, they are either in need or in service. People are afraid of 1) reduced or low or minimal income 2) loosing job and then comes 3) the actual cause "novel corona virus". 

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In real, no one in.the world was prepared for such a massive disaster. Everyone is managing. Management differs from country to country, resources available and population. Comparision is obvious but it's not appreciated at such. What are the solutions we have? Till what time we are able to fight? Virus hurts more or hunger??  Well, fortunately I have gone through a phrase written in ancient hindu religion,  sheemad bhagwad geeta... states about "kalyug". Kalyug is where people are dying like an animal on road and no one will there to perform finalnal rituals. Everywhere you witness lots of deaths and people of afraid of going close even with family members. Everyone is trying to arrange food and money for being able to survive. 

Well... that's what happening right now. Is hindu religion is powerful enough? Question arises.... the answer is YES it is... it's a oldest religion which obeys nature's rules and stay close to nature. It doesn't follow modern ecosystem which means the bigger animal eat smaller ones. It is actually system of floating animals lives in deep oceans. And we stupid humans try to copy on earth. 

So, evidence or science is useless according to hindu religion??? NO intact many scientific theories are well proved way back in ancient hindu religion like aeroplane was invented in 20th century but Ravan was used to have pushpak vimaan and evidence in Ramayan. Several such evidences are available in different ved's available for evidence. The beauty of hindu religion is its have own evidences,  inventions and it never force a person to be rigid. 

Infact, in pandemic modern science reserches also proves that following nature and natural substances like fruits , vegetables and natural sources of food you will be more healthy and able to fight with covid. 

Still unable to believe? Try n read shreemad bhagwad geeta,  ramayan,  ved  etc and is available in multiple languages.  Try atleast one and think.... 

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The tiffin box

Everyone in course of life, took a tiffin box at school or office or work place or at picnic. Every tiffin box is important and jas it's own story. Some mixed up with love and care of mother some with affection of wife and few tiffin made a day joyful.

Well eating is necessary for living and the bitter truth is one who earn those bread use to have pre cooked food kept in tiffin may be for 4 or more hours to keep energy level high for working. It's hard to digest but most part of world "the tiffin box" has it's own importance and if you focus closely that tiffin doesn't justify just a person but entire family.

When I was a kid, starting educational journey by being an play school student I got my first introduction to the tiffin box. A nice colorful box indulged with a water bottle was just enough to fascinate me. Actually that time neither me nor anyone who at that age able to understand what tiffin actually is? We all go for box but important is the food kept inside. My mother use to give variety of food which were tasty for me and I enjoyed with my friends and teasing them that food is tasty because mom kept in this beautiful box and vica versa when someone else has tasty food. That time tasty food defined as the food we like not with the fact what actual taste is.

As we grown up, we could understand actually food matters not the box. And the taste came in food is just because love care affection towards us by whom food was cooked that is by mother father sister brother wife or anyone else. That depends on how strong the bond with that person. Obviously mother's love is unmatched but apart from that every one matters because compiling food before you leave for work/school requires lot of effort and maintaining that affection is even more valuable than ingredients.

Ingredients are just available for preparing food but the emotions behind cooking is what the flavor we taste. We never understand before pointing out salt is missing in food but the effort and mess behind that is never understood. Think before you say.  Salute to all Annapurna (goddess of food ; may be abbreviatedto one who cook food with selfless attitude). 

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Partnership

Partnership is beautiful relation that may be any context whether on cricket or in life. Everyone needs a partner by virtue of it they can think in different ways to accomplish what they want example if 1 partner runs a company and facing losses the other may think out for reducing losses and resulting into a profit.

We humans have very bad tendencies to see profit out of everything and actually is demolishing emotions relations and labelled as "practical". In a life we have to be practical that's I agreed but we are social animals and their is lot of scope of emotional factors which take thru a good track of life.

The partner may be friend, or parents or brother or sister etc. It is not necessary partner should be husband or wife. But most of us has partner in form of husband or wife. Thru the course of life we need to build small partnerships at various stages of life like while playing in kindergarten any friend may be a partner while playing at home either of siblings are. As we grow up or setup any buisness or get a job that's also a partnership between business partners or coordinators of work place. 

Beauty of partnership is when one feel low other motivate and brings towards a healthier relationship. Example if a husband get sick wife is to take care of him whole day and night despite of her own sleep. Or when one partner got a leave the other one take over and its continued throughout life. 

It is also important to know partnership are broken but the other partnership develops and continued. Its always a group where we human lives. Important is to be in partnership and be a good partner.

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The perception: how you drive your life?

Who knows,  what you see is really a what is meant? Or it may what somebody else wants to show?

Millions of hidden truth inside the universe and so in the personality of a human. We can just assume but exactly what we see is a self perception or someone want you to see in that manner. 

Life gives you many chances or signals or choices or question to choose wisely. What we choose is not necessarily what we like or perceive or assuming. Sometimes the way we want to see is rigid concrete and we don't even try to understand the exact point or situation. To justify it, we may find reasons to Belief and made decisions or.simply we prove is right like someone's 6 is yours 9 and absolutely correct that you saw a 9 and we don't even try to understand 6 at all.

What if we put ourselves into someone else shoes and try to discuss different views and understand each other. Its ok to discuss not to argue and absolutely fine not to walk away without talking. Yes there are differences yet you have a choice to choose which path you perceive as a road of your journey ultimately reaching to destination.

Some people can explain what they exactly mean like an short commercial advertisement on television of a bathing bar. We all know that bathing bar doesn't makes you fair still we buy that product by the way product was explained or presented in advertisement. Those few seconds bang on your decision making. In this era most people are fooled by these kinds of banging that may be your soap or may be choosing restaurant or something else. Point is still there are few peoples who try to understand or make decisions based on their own experiences and they definitely deny advertising things. It's fair what they chose is rare but justified by their need, illustrations and most importantly thru experience.

On other hand, we have peoples who are less expressive and mostly they are misunderstood. They want to say something but couldn't go thru a good explanation and ended up with proving their worth. Let me tell you, those are innocent but by the time goes their talent turned up into negative direction. Infact their advertising ideas are also dump.

Last but not least people who have followers like an actor or priest or leader. Here there is no matter of choosing. These followers are so dumb that they don't even use their brains and cant see what's wrong and what's not. They perceive as it is what perception their leader has. These are so much convinced in such a way that they can do anything as their leader says. 

What kind of person you are? Do you try to understand someone's point? Yes there are emotional fools but they are not using someone else's emotions for their personal benefits.

If you understand the message I gave, please write in comment box.

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The "U" turn of life

Life..... always teach you when you are in your comfort zone. Everything goes so smooth you feel like " newton's law of inertia: remain in the state in which you are" and actually you are enjoying it. There is no hurry no demands just executing ongoing simple plans into daily routines. At the moment you feels like "not expecting more now" but God has his own plans. Whenever you reach at that point God says "ye jeena bh koi jeena hai??? (Is this lifestyle is actually a lifestyle???) And the life drama begins.

If you ask a man who is single, he sets his plans for a year like a road trip or adventures or academic etc etc and suddenly he stucked with a girl and plans ended into engagement or marriage. If you ask a job holder person who is reasonably satisfied with his work institute or job and suddenly pandemic happens and he lost his job. If someone plans a buisness and think of earning too much in pandemic and government declares vaccine is invented and your plans remains a plan. Actually these are signals or may be there is something which wants best out of you keeping on toes and always prepared. At the same time we must prepared for the worst assuming that anything can happen in our life. 

The fact is we dont know the future and we tries to control it by our actions assuming that "the law of inertia" will provide us enough to live but we forget that the same Mr newton said "every action has equal and opposite reaction " means we remain committed for the ongoing situation we may not come out of our comfort zone and hence ended up with sacrificing our growth. Growth in terms of personal life of that engaged person or business opportunity or sense of entrepreneurship after loosing job or searching for novel ideas for society after vaccination. It let you think scratch your head and think something different so that you can develop a good equal and opposite reaction. Remember once you reach that point, the cycle goes on.... its life and life is all about how you deal how you cope up and what you believe..... 

Stay hopeful and optimistic try hard everything happens for.some.cause ... you have to identify and live life at full enjoy....

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The nature'a colour

Well a hard time of lockdown is going to finish. Gradually life improves. The summer went on lockdown hence no one actually felt that heat as they experienced in previous years! Summer has it's own vibration, it is the season of "sanitizer". Its not really the covid sanatizer but actually it's natural sunheat which provide enough heat to survive for a creature.  Its look like a fire heat but if you see its actually origin of new buds.

Sun is symbol of life and energy, it always promote positivity. As we woke up, sun reminds us new beginning of the day. Hence summer is pre builder of new buds that starts life in rains. India, a colorful country and beauty is its typical timings of seasons. Our calendar year starts in winter, progresses to summer then changed to rain and again winter. Cycle goes on. But Indian climate is well defined by Hindu culture  that is bahar , basant, patjhad, sawant. Bahar means full on color,  fruits vegetables are grown well to consume, enjoying all healthy foods and body accomodate its digestion process at ease. Basant(autumn in western) is breezy and colorful pleasant climate. Patjhad is what related to summer or pre buds. Sawant is rain. 

So, cycle has it's own meaning. I am pleased to witness colors is summer. Yes colors in summer which actually painted by our own mother nature. Thanks to lockdown that preserve many natural things intact during summers ofcourse level of pollution was also low. 

sparkling light: A ray of hope

A lot lot more happened and happening in the pandemic. After a long lockdown people learned to live with new norms of life and coming towards the track. A hope is needed to come out of the situation.  Aura created by corona has such a negative impact that not a single person in unaffected directly or indirectly. 

               Whenever I think of aura, I feel aura cant be negative. There is something special about the word "aura" so instead of negative aura of Corona I think negative effects of corona is rather the better thing. Aura is something powerful invisible and relatively feels positive,like a candle in dark or sparkling light in the normal environment. Aura attracted towards possible positives and forced you to think solutions rather than problems.

          Fortunately, I belongs to India and that has lot more positive auras in the name of festivals.  People may label as soft corner towards hindu festivals but yes they have many more scientific reasons and positive vibes that soothes you from inside. I feel lightning a candle or "diya" on darkest night of the year is much more powerful and positive in any situation. 

Look at the power of light and glow around diya. It can recall you that despite of negative effects there is something positive and possible ways to overcome problems ofcourse you need to hold on and wait till it light at its peak. Even the breeze cant destroy straight away these little lights, it can deviate the sparkle.

I feel, that's why the festival was made. According to hindu religion calendar,  hindu month "kartik" has darkest effects on "no moon day" known as "amavasya" that's why Deepawali or Diwali is celebrated by lightning diya and decorating home with lights. Since its winter, lots of nutritional things in form of sweets and various foods are consumed. Mythology has it's own importance but you cannot deny the scientific fact. If you observe little bit more, Deepawali is celebrated after rainy season and in preparation of this festival,  people use to deeply clean their homes, paint it well just to vanish off the effects of prolonged rains on houses and insects flesh born due to rain which creates diseases. Another way we can say that it vanish off negativity because rain is needed for agriculture.

      In the worse situation like we are facing in form of pandemic,importance of festival increases 10 times more. We all are suffered and need something that boost our confidence and feel enthusiastic towards our work and community. Our culture our festival has that power to bring lives back to the normal. Needs to unite like lots of diyas or candles do on dark night. They just lightened up. 

Small efforts from everyone can make a difference rather than a big effort by a single person.  Even corona taught us to be United and sparkle in each other's life to become strong enough. Let be a diya and find more diyas to fight back. Let's hope for that immense light in the darkest phase. Believe me this is a chance to hold on and stay strong building bond and fight against the pandemic.  

An...ant

Rain

Rain or rainy season, when you or most of us hear always connect to deep feelings and relates it with intensity of love. Almost every youngster prospects rain as romance and feels every single drop in 16 frames (slow motion). People so lost in showering rains and remember there good times with love one or imagine time with them, actually it's their deepest desire to be with them when its rain.

I remember, during childhood,we use to make paper boats and try to float them in water, and enjoys. We dont even understand what is going to float and how boat is dissolving in water. Infact most of us didn't witnessed boats floating in real. It's an imaginary things which we saw during pre schools, those colorful boats and we just lost into it. Similarly, we had lots of visual memories thru movies that tells us rainy season is season of love and actually we started living those memories which is actually not in real world. Just because we had those visuals we try to live that imagination wheathervits in childhood or in young age may be it will happen in old age too.

But, when we realize what actually attracts in rain... does partner??? No.. because most of us didn't know who is our partner or will be partner. Then what really attracts?? Infact rains feels us cold,flu, gooze bumps , feels irritating and itching due to climate and just opposite to those practicality we lost into visual memories. Then why we attracted so much towards rain? My thinking is the summer we spent before those pleasant showers, those dry trees, extreme heat and when it rains climate become soothing, lush green and we actually enjoys those natural relaxing cool things after summer. Ofcourse in those part of world where summers are not intense and rains are prominent, there feelings may be different but at the same time they wont feel that much love due to climate effects. 

Practically speaking, rain has lot of positive vibrations that feels pleasant and is associated by us with our feelings. Ofcourse visual memories works  and unconsciously pushes us to live that moment. Rains cannot be blamed, its human emotions and desires. It is very true emotions or feelings do not change with weather. Only thing is how we react or respond.

An....ant

Human and society

Humans are the most intelligent creature of the planet and they are indulged with lots of different emotions. Intelligence and emotions are the deadly combination. Usually not a single person has extreme level intelligence and emotions. It is wise to have balance between both and that's how life goes on.

Society is the place where a human belongs to. A man or a woman has been a integral part of society.  Society may differ based on religion,  culture,  location etc but society plays a important role in humans life. The impact of society can be observed in nature and behavior of an human.

A man is seen by different perspective and woman is seen by different. That forces the inequality amongst the two genders but actually it's not about equality it's about the respect and responsibilities that a couple shared for an smooth life. Those responsibilities are labelled and that provokes some people to point out.

History says, man goes for earning and woman stays home to nurture lives at home. Lives may be children or parents or even those couples. That is a shared responsibility,  one person (may be male) may not do everything like earning,  nurturing,  take care of oldies or children's, manages home etc etc so they choose a partner which fulfill those incompleteness in the life. Well it can be vica versa and totally acceptable. But society labelled it as only man can go outside and woman can work at home. This goes for long time and gives rise to those who thinks they can fight for rights of a woman. It's totally agreed that practicing those social norms gives different perspectives for man and woman but as I already mentioned that was shared responsibility.

When we go back to our religion, we found Male god can do fights or they can plan something but still they do not neglect female god. Infact most of them evidant certain things can be done only by female god. Still they dont have ego issues. Most of females are worshipped more than males eg in hindu culture laxmi is worshipped more than vishnu but vishnu is considered as creator of this world. Even lord vishnu pays much respect to his wife. Even they are God they have shown responsibility and respect towards their family that may be the whole world. Lord shiva says "shakti me bina shiv adhure he" shakti means his wife. It doesn't mean lord cannot do things by his own, the statement itself says it's an respect towards female partner for completing a family despite having different identities, roles and responsibilities still having dependency in their independence.

God himself has set examples and if we follow a religion any of that may hindu, Christian, muslim etc there are enough evidence of equality. Example of mother mariam is there, Mohammad paogambar had spoken about respect towards females. Words and languages may differ but inspiration and meaning is same. It's not about one gender it's about human. Humans consists of all possible genders and their distinct places. If we leave religion behind and talk about science, then every humans have same body parts , same function and same capabilities of thinking. Its upto an individual what he thinks how he thinks and how well could apply to life. Religion teaches us the way in the form of spirituality,  science teaches us the influence in our behavior in the form of exploration and experiences. Its totally on human itself what he wants to exploit the loop wholes and gives birth to rebellions which takes advantage of some bad examples and hide good one to show a whole picture to the victim. Rebellions are also originated by humans only and may seen in different genders, not all are true , not all are good not all are bad. It can be observed by human himself with a conscious decision making and emotional stability. And these rebellions knows how to utilize those feelings and emotions and turns disbelief imbalance between intelligence and emotions. Once a balance is lost, human loses its integrity and pays in terms of social values. Few bad examples cannot lead an human life to a conclusion.

Painted by "nature"

Lives , mountains,  ocean, clouds, sun , wind moon etc are created by God. In course of living you always face these hidden living things which on certain time proves their importance and realizes us that "we cannot made nature, nature makes us; we are only either admire or destroy things, which in turn admire or destroy us". Trees birds mountains rivers ocean luminating lights are natural things around us and humans are greatest creature of God but at the same time humans destroys these also. It is said in vedas or purana in hindu religion that a body is made up of panchtatva (5 things) that are jal (water), vayu (air), agni (sun light as fire),  prithvi (earth) and aakash (clouds) and after death our body is again hand over to those panchtatva. Same origin of human is stated in science and  other religions too.  In short, we cannot be separated by any of these one but we can admire the nature's beautiful creation where one or more tatva collectively seen. We label that as scenery or beauty of nature.

Today an experience of sailing miles in the sea and creativity of nature is admirable. 

An infinite water and something traveled in the sky and trying to reach the sun. That painting consists of diving fishes in blue water which looks like silent from above but has millions of creatures inside. The point where it seems to be the meeting point of water, sun , clouds are like sailing snows and melted when meets to sun and water flows. Those colors soothing not only our eyes but to the entire body which rejuvenates your entire time ahead and let you feel more positive and energizing.

Look at the sun Ray's meeting clouds and reflects as an orange yellow blue color spreaded entire picture. Seems like adore the whole day, listen the waves and feel the energy of the sun. It's like you are with someone who feels you complete and you want that scene never be out of sight and time remains as long as it can. We may feel it's an perfect holiday, but actually in the busy life we can adore these but for those who travelling into in dreams for a life on earth.

The nature itself attracts you and at the same time it allows you to getting bored. If these stills last for days and months we may not enjoy. But for instance you loved it. Reason being is either you are too far from these or you mau6not have chance to feel in real. Picture says many things, but feelings that is only at present time can relate to your present situation Express your actual emotions towards feels live or not. 

Creativity of nature can be copied on canvas but emotions and feelings inside heart and thinking in brain cannot be painted ever. We can click those lively pictures, we adore for longer time but human cannot discover the emotions behind those pictures and emotions of that person who is actually taking those pictures. That may be sailer or photographer or tourist, all are humans with different emotions. One may feel to spent whole day with sweetheart while adoring,  other may see danger around or third person can see opportunity for discovering lives within sky or inside water. 

It's your choice, your emotions and your feelings. I do enjoy these canvas painted that lasts for few moments rather than colouring on artificial canvas by mixing colors.  Both soothes you, both are temporary and both gives pleasure for all your senses and Refreshes you mind. 

Picture tells you alot. And emotions behind pictures cant be rectified.  I always enjoy these scenery whenever I got opportunity but I never being there for long to understand how local people feels and how they live. It's my view that are enjoyable and i think its beautiful and nature gives alot more beauty need just to save those.

Save nature for lot more discoveries and paintings.

Picture courtesy:Neha

An...ant 

A joy of a REfreshing START

Every night is followed by a fresh morning. The darkest night last for few hours. Negative intentions will have to go and positivity appears... Hold on! Am I writing phrases which already used in daily life? Should I mean dark as negative and light as positive?

Well no, neither I am writing phrases nor referring dark as negative.  Darkness itself has its beauty,  it comes up to teach you a lesson that's shows the wave forms of life. Its true we wait for morning or light not because we are not happy with night. Every gathered moment of your life held in night... either your wedding reception or birthday party or even disco with friends.  Then why we refer night or darkness as bad and always waiting for light??

Its actually time which has two sides like a coin, either is equally beneficial and important for us. We cant imagine a good day without a good night or vica versa. If you enjoyed your moment you have control over that phase and if you sadden by something that phase look like long lasting. We call 24 hours a day in which 10 hours is actually night or dark. The next 14 hours has value only if those 10 hours to be compared.  Ofcourse I am not talking about English summer of those areas in world where at some stage days or nights lasts for more than two months sometimes. Have you imagine how life would be there? How nature signifies as rest mode or work mode? I think its difficult for us may be routine for them.

We are in month of june 2020, and talking without corona in this phase is just next to impossible.  After march mystery,  April's apparently at home and mighty may in fear of future plans of survival we came to joyful june where our restrictions coming to end and need to live with the situation.  So, when I walked towards my workplace, that's actually relaxing me . Feels like heaven, although there's no work at all but sitting idol at home or at your workplace resembles well. 

It feels same when you had a long darkness and you eagerly waited for morning and after a long wait you got that morning which Refreshes you. A start after a pause is usually after a holiday but this start is different and may be not come second time in your life. Its something different,  you want to be at work that's not from home. You want to utilize your skills which you are. Tendency of mankind again adapts adjust or refurbish you to get a start.  Start which was not planned, start which has no profit goals, a start which is important for survival.  

Yes I need that REfreshing START  that soothes me and makes me happy to.live my that stupid routine which I don't want at some time but desperate to have it back. I wanna start again, not to rule the world but to rule myself and make a discipline in my routine.  It's about to begin, I am STARting.

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The lockdown

No one thought somewhere someday something like this happens. The ample of time you have but you cannot go out, you thrive of things but only basics remain and you prepare for saving alot and nothing remains in your hand. Is this the end of life? Is this the truth of life ? Or is this the sense of being happy in penny? 

Well today I thought to write something on a phase that we are living in. It's those days we never planned or imagined or it don't gonna repeat again. "THE LOCKDOWN " . Before march 2020 I haven't heard this terminology and hope many of you don't. Yes, we had experience of curfew even as per hindu tradition "Grahan kaal" but what is this lockdown??? The lockdown is a forced term that comes in existence after covid19 and in this you must stay at home. Leave that covid19 for a moment actually we are trying to leave it from our life. 

The lockdown,  a sudden shocking news comes to us with that you cannot go to office,  cant go to market not even to vaccation with those long leaves which you are waiting since long. Initially,  you felt like a prisoner but as time goes as an human adaptability you find something that makes you joy may be some hidden talent or your hobbies or any other thing. But why these joyful things came out in a serious period of time? Do we don't pay attention to our abilities? Or just running for cool status and pseudo lifestyle. Well if you have insight, you find your necessities are food only, you can remain in old clothes for long time and petro is not your daily needs. Ofcourse internet connection and smartphone may be the new necessary things which connects you with friends and families. 

A thoughtful person can find home as a peaceful place that built for living long life at the same time a unsatisfied person feels only home cannot give you peace but the truth lies in some people still try hard to find a hut that to called as "home". Its a state of person where he or she can be happy in penny or sad in too many. Aspects of lives are always different and we can't even imagine joy in the pain or pain in the joy. We can only cry on our own situations or laugh at some others.

The real world is full of beggars who actually has more than necessary things still begging. Also, many people are their who can live without food for days but don't eat by begging others. Begging is actually a situation not a profession, there is lot of emotions behind actual begging whether it's for food or for relation or else. But the cruel world in turn that emotion into buisness and makes profit out of it. Profit is not in terms of money but in terms of proving better then other, or a battle where loser actually follows rules and regulations and try to save relation or emotion when he was a contend against a beggar. 

So many things that comes as a real picture on the lockdown like a creative person can still make honest money, possibilities are infinite in every person need some pushing, thief is still thief not by his work but by mental state, pseudo lifestyle is a waste of time etc etc. But point is that, despite of no inflow of money there are outflows that can be controlled, despite of being at home, you can enjoy, despite of being far from your nearers you can still be connected. Similarly if one can hold their patience can survive. It's nice to be at national television by covering distance of miles but it would be nicest if that journalist instead of posting stories help that walking strangers with some arrangements. It's nice to be social media while supplying food free for needy but it would be nicest if encourage people enough to help out or make needy people able to earn food. 

We people never lacks ideas we only have lack of execution. Solutions are not migration solutions are stay strong and fight against situation may be prepared for worst situations. This lockdown is really pathetic but more painful is those examples which are actually stating the mental lockdown. The Lockdown of our own ideas. We need to use brain and build people help each other and encourage. Encourage enough to break the mental lockdown. 

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A childish ME

Growing up is a development of organisms,  humans are not exempt from this growth. But humans have ability to memorize,  live and enjoy every stage of life. Childhood is one of the best phase of life and almost every single person across the globe wants to live childhood once again.  It may be a poor or rich or even a person with limited abilities, we want to go back to those memories and live again. 

Well why not a human desire is, but of cry everyone pays attention to him , hint of smile that is spreaded to the miles, inability to understand itself has lots of positives. And grown up.person always run towards responsibilities and roles that are not actually his desires but a unknown pressure that builds throughout his growing period. It may differ based on stages, gender, family background,  literacy etc etc etc. That innocence or inability to understand or cuteness that attracts everyone losses its efficacy gradually as days went and so called labelled as maturity. 

It is wonderful to see a child, when you coming from office, in a park, when child throws a ball to his grandparent and that smile adores you. Actually it's a joy you are adoring is memory of your own childhood where you have nothing to worry about. There is nothing like brands, or status of clothing, food or shoes perhaps it's a blue color star shape new ball that fascinates and feels like even more than a millionaire at this time. I am sure while reading this you have a cute smile and lots of memories that hits your mind of your own experiences. Following adoring,  you may realize to walk for home and that walk reminds you all your happiness. You may sing or dance or even kick stones with brand new luxury shoes till you reach home. Infact, you lost into your happiness so much that you forget about shining and polishis of shoes, creases of pant and even what you are doing. The walk in last 5 minutes was the best walk you could ever imagine and refreshing you like a complete package holiday. 

It is so annoyed when you live that childhood you never realised this would be the platinum period of life (some may spell golden to their young age). But as you passes age and you realize importance of stages you lived. Same happens when you jump into old age from young still your best memory is childhood.

That man reaches home, enjoys and get into sleep went to office again and in evening again he wants to see that picture he saw another evening. But today no child was in the park and that 5 minutes journey finished swiftly but impression of evening is entirely different. This brings a question in my mind is the impression of few seconds really affects your next 5-6 hours??? Well expecting yes from everyone but I feel it should not be. You have your own identity and nothing should be affecting you. Anyways, to compensate that picture , even you or me starts remembering your childhood days. May be by playing or seeing photos or talking to parents or old friends. I think that's why everyone makes family to continue those ups and downs , sweet and sour memories for ages and that continues to be.

Once a person gets mature and find his or her partner,he willing to live childhood memories under that relationship. You may or may not accept, but it's a harsh truth. You want to laugh, cry, crave for things,  share sorrow, play , eat , ride etc actually all derivations of childhood activities.  Ofcourse you are learnt and not learning,  you understood not a non understanding person and behaves maturely outside but immature inside. You want to dance, poke and sometime anger. I feel these emotions are started building up in early ages and inherent to every individual.

Today, if someone asks your desires what you want? Just a play or forgot all responsibilities and get into lap of parents or playing hide and seek with friends. Human desire is the same, no one actually desires for tons of grains and alone holding a villa. They want old friends,  those silly mistakes and a cute smile that heals all nearer and dearer. 

Even a busiest person in the world seeks some attention from his grown up relatives. He live a luxury but not golden. He has everything but not those true old buddies. We miss ourselves in the course of maturity and we want to be that innocent that in reality not possible and that's why we gives life to our children to live ourselves into them. Cycle continues and life goes on. But desires remain same. 

Don't let your innocence and childhood goes away and try to hold your childhood. A childish ME

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