The confined life

We like the way life flows and accordingly we somehow make a schedule and following it. In a course of 7 week days, if we got one or two off days from routine, we feels like heaven. That heaven actually is the state of mind where we can sleep for little longer, no worries of getting ready for office, or finishing breakfast or rush for driving. These becomes automatic response of our brain and need not think of plan again and again. We calls it routine. And only vaccations or sickness turned off these routines where we either enjoy (vaccations) or suffer (sickness) but both conditions may last for week or 10 days. But during that duration we miss our routines.

In a sudden situations where some might change their job or loss their jobs may experience change in routine. That too for short interval and again set into new routine.  This is what a human tendency of adaptation. Adaptation is gifted to us and that's what humans are. On some day prime minister of our nation declares a lockdown,  and we afraid how to cope up with it? First response is to arrange for necessary things for survival, next thing is to understand need of money and then think of what to do with this situation where you have holidays but cant go out, you have time but cannot afford to spend in admiring beauty of nature.

Somehow we started living with new situations,  finding ways to pass the ample of time. This time actually be wasted or utilized, totally depends on individual.  Initially people started talking with friends and family,  playing pranks, ask for games on social media or indoor games, some stated experimentation in cooking or sketching or painting etc. These actually were our hidden leisure activities which in routine life we forgot to enjoy. Somehow it gives inner peace or satisfaction to us which we sacrifice under name of routine or actually we voluntarily dont want to spare time for it may be labelled as maturity. Both the situation socially let us to be a great person but actually in deep of our heart we miss these childhood dreams and lost into world. 

Period of 21 days spented in these and hoping for normalize things but as we dont hope for negative but still extension of lockdown announced.  At this point nothing matters no worries because we learnt how to live and continue to do works. But humans are humans, they are getting bored by things which they can't make money. Actually it's a darker side of human nature, where their desires are not fulfilled and they tend to desire more sometimes these desires are basis of unlawful actions. 

So finding something new or something that creates intrest for longer time is eventually hard for us. Some may demands physical activity like gym exercises etc that they can do in limited amount at home or at the other hand some require brain scratching things, that is productive and maintain ability for thinking new ideas. Both are at their own place justifies human capabilities but what we left behind is again inner satisfaction. Days are passing and will pass, we can be back to exact normal conditions where we are, but the satisfaction level either forced by desires or by lack of time.  

Infact some of us learnt to balance life between needs and satisfaction and we do follow even when it becomes normal. Some may still run after those dreams which actually doesn't belongs to them. We try to do everything but forget the fact in a first, everything cannot be summarized and we feels pain when something is left behind or left us despite of the fact we have to live with or without available or earned things. Ideal person is who is not affected by situations or emotions that come to life. If we try to cope up, which a human can adapt, we can go ahead and achieve whatever our efforts are. Satisfaction is only a personal experience, desires never ends. Think up and live wisely. 

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