Rain

Rain or rainy season, when you or most of us hear always connect to deep feelings and relates it with intensity of love. Almost every youngster prospects rain as romance and feels every single drop in 16 frames (slow motion). People so lost in showering rains and remember there good times with love one or imagine time with them, actually it's their deepest desire to be with them when its rain.

I remember, during childhood,we use to make paper boats and try to float them in water, and enjoys. We dont even understand what is going to float and how boat is dissolving in water. Infact most of us didn't witnessed boats floating in real. It's an imaginary things which we saw during pre schools, those colorful boats and we just lost into it. Similarly, we had lots of visual memories thru movies that tells us rainy season is season of love and actually we started living those memories which is actually not in real world. Just because we had those visuals we try to live that imagination wheathervits in childhood or in young age may be it will happen in old age too.

But, when we realize what actually attracts in rain... does partner??? No.. because most of us didn't know who is our partner or will be partner. Then what really attracts?? Infact rains feels us cold,flu, gooze bumps , feels irritating and itching due to climate and just opposite to those practicality we lost into visual memories. Then why we attracted so much towards rain? My thinking is the summer we spent before those pleasant showers, those dry trees, extreme heat and when it rains climate become soothing, lush green and we actually enjoys those natural relaxing cool things after summer. Ofcourse in those part of world where summers are not intense and rains are prominent, there feelings may be different but at the same time they wont feel that much love due to climate effects. 

Practically speaking, rain has lot of positive vibrations that feels pleasant and is associated by us with our feelings. Ofcourse visual memories works  and unconsciously pushes us to live that moment. Rains cannot be blamed, its human emotions and desires. It is very true emotions or feelings do not change with weather. Only thing is how we react or respond.

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Human and society

Humans are the most intelligent creature of the planet and they are indulged with lots of different emotions. Intelligence and emotions are the deadly combination. Usually not a single person has extreme level intelligence and emotions. It is wise to have balance between both and that's how life goes on.

Society is the place where a human belongs to. A man or a woman has been a integral part of society.  Society may differ based on religion,  culture,  location etc but society plays a important role in humans life. The impact of society can be observed in nature and behavior of an human.

A man is seen by different perspective and woman is seen by different. That forces the inequality amongst the two genders but actually it's not about equality it's about the respect and responsibilities that a couple shared for an smooth life. Those responsibilities are labelled and that provokes some people to point out.

History says, man goes for earning and woman stays home to nurture lives at home. Lives may be children or parents or even those couples. That is a shared responsibility,  one person (may be male) may not do everything like earning,  nurturing,  take care of oldies or children's, manages home etc etc so they choose a partner which fulfill those incompleteness in the life. Well it can be vica versa and totally acceptable. But society labelled it as only man can go outside and woman can work at home. This goes for long time and gives rise to those who thinks they can fight for rights of a woman. It's totally agreed that practicing those social norms gives different perspectives for man and woman but as I already mentioned that was shared responsibility.

When we go back to our religion, we found Male god can do fights or they can plan something but still they do not neglect female god. Infact most of them evidant certain things can be done only by female god. Still they dont have ego issues. Most of females are worshipped more than males eg in hindu culture laxmi is worshipped more than vishnu but vishnu is considered as creator of this world. Even lord vishnu pays much respect to his wife. Even they are God they have shown responsibility and respect towards their family that may be the whole world. Lord shiva says "shakti me bina shiv adhure he" shakti means his wife. It doesn't mean lord cannot do things by his own, the statement itself says it's an respect towards female partner for completing a family despite having different identities, roles and responsibilities still having dependency in their independence.

God himself has set examples and if we follow a religion any of that may hindu, Christian, muslim etc there are enough evidence of equality. Example of mother mariam is there, Mohammad paogambar had spoken about respect towards females. Words and languages may differ but inspiration and meaning is same. It's not about one gender it's about human. Humans consists of all possible genders and their distinct places. If we leave religion behind and talk about science, then every humans have same body parts , same function and same capabilities of thinking. Its upto an individual what he thinks how he thinks and how well could apply to life. Religion teaches us the way in the form of spirituality,  science teaches us the influence in our behavior in the form of exploration and experiences. Its totally on human itself what he wants to exploit the loop wholes and gives birth to rebellions which takes advantage of some bad examples and hide good one to show a whole picture to the victim. Rebellions are also originated by humans only and may seen in different genders, not all are true , not all are good not all are bad. It can be observed by human himself with a conscious decision making and emotional stability. And these rebellions knows how to utilize those feelings and emotions and turns disbelief imbalance between intelligence and emotions. Once a balance is lost, human loses its integrity and pays in terms of social values. Few bad examples cannot lead an human life to a conclusion.

Painted by "nature"

Lives , mountains,  ocean, clouds, sun , wind moon etc are created by God. In course of living you always face these hidden living things which on certain time proves their importance and realizes us that "we cannot made nature, nature makes us; we are only either admire or destroy things, which in turn admire or destroy us". Trees birds mountains rivers ocean luminating lights are natural things around us and humans are greatest creature of God but at the same time humans destroys these also. It is said in vedas or purana in hindu religion that a body is made up of panchtatva (5 things) that are jal (water), vayu (air), agni (sun light as fire),  prithvi (earth) and aakash (clouds) and after death our body is again hand over to those panchtatva. Same origin of human is stated in science and  other religions too.  In short, we cannot be separated by any of these one but we can admire the nature's beautiful creation where one or more tatva collectively seen. We label that as scenery or beauty of nature.

Today an experience of sailing miles in the sea and creativity of nature is admirable. 

An infinite water and something traveled in the sky and trying to reach the sun. That painting consists of diving fishes in blue water which looks like silent from above but has millions of creatures inside. The point where it seems to be the meeting point of water, sun , clouds are like sailing snows and melted when meets to sun and water flows. Those colors soothing not only our eyes but to the entire body which rejuvenates your entire time ahead and let you feel more positive and energizing.

Look at the sun Ray's meeting clouds and reflects as an orange yellow blue color spreaded entire picture. Seems like adore the whole day, listen the waves and feel the energy of the sun. It's like you are with someone who feels you complete and you want that scene never be out of sight and time remains as long as it can. We may feel it's an perfect holiday, but actually in the busy life we can adore these but for those who travelling into in dreams for a life on earth.

The nature itself attracts you and at the same time it allows you to getting bored. If these stills last for days and months we may not enjoy. But for instance you loved it. Reason being is either you are too far from these or you mau6not have chance to feel in real. Picture says many things, but feelings that is only at present time can relate to your present situation Express your actual emotions towards feels live or not. 

Creativity of nature can be copied on canvas but emotions and feelings inside heart and thinking in brain cannot be painted ever. We can click those lively pictures, we adore for longer time but human cannot discover the emotions behind those pictures and emotions of that person who is actually taking those pictures. That may be sailer or photographer or tourist, all are humans with different emotions. One may feel to spent whole day with sweetheart while adoring,  other may see danger around or third person can see opportunity for discovering lives within sky or inside water. 

It's your choice, your emotions and your feelings. I do enjoy these canvas painted that lasts for few moments rather than colouring on artificial canvas by mixing colors.  Both soothes you, both are temporary and both gives pleasure for all your senses and Refreshes you mind. 

Picture tells you alot. And emotions behind pictures cant be rectified.  I always enjoy these scenery whenever I got opportunity but I never being there for long to understand how local people feels and how they live. It's my view that are enjoyable and i think its beautiful and nature gives alot more beauty need just to save those.

Save nature for lot more discoveries and paintings.

Picture courtesy:Neha

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A joy of a REfreshing START

Every night is followed by a fresh morning. The darkest night last for few hours. Negative intentions will have to go and positivity appears... Hold on! Am I writing phrases which already used in daily life? Should I mean dark as negative and light as positive?

Well no, neither I am writing phrases nor referring dark as negative.  Darkness itself has its beauty,  it comes up to teach you a lesson that's shows the wave forms of life. Its true we wait for morning or light not because we are not happy with night. Every gathered moment of your life held in night... either your wedding reception or birthday party or even disco with friends.  Then why we refer night or darkness as bad and always waiting for light??

Its actually time which has two sides like a coin, either is equally beneficial and important for us. We cant imagine a good day without a good night or vica versa. If you enjoyed your moment you have control over that phase and if you sadden by something that phase look like long lasting. We call 24 hours a day in which 10 hours is actually night or dark. The next 14 hours has value only if those 10 hours to be compared.  Ofcourse I am not talking about English summer of those areas in world where at some stage days or nights lasts for more than two months sometimes. Have you imagine how life would be there? How nature signifies as rest mode or work mode? I think its difficult for us may be routine for them.

We are in month of june 2020, and talking without corona in this phase is just next to impossible.  After march mystery,  April's apparently at home and mighty may in fear of future plans of survival we came to joyful june where our restrictions coming to end and need to live with the situation.  So, when I walked towards my workplace, that's actually relaxing me . Feels like heaven, although there's no work at all but sitting idol at home or at your workplace resembles well. 

It feels same when you had a long darkness and you eagerly waited for morning and after a long wait you got that morning which Refreshes you. A start after a pause is usually after a holiday but this start is different and may be not come second time in your life. Its something different,  you want to be at work that's not from home. You want to utilize your skills which you are. Tendency of mankind again adapts adjust or refurbish you to get a start.  Start which was not planned, start which has no profit goals, a start which is important for survival.  

Yes I need that REfreshing START  that soothes me and makes me happy to.live my that stupid routine which I don't want at some time but desperate to have it back. I wanna start again, not to rule the world but to rule myself and make a discipline in my routine.  It's about to begin, I am STARting.

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The lockdown

No one thought somewhere someday something like this happens. The ample of time you have but you cannot go out, you thrive of things but only basics remain and you prepare for saving alot and nothing remains in your hand. Is this the end of life? Is this the truth of life ? Or is this the sense of being happy in penny? 

Well today I thought to write something on a phase that we are living in. It's those days we never planned or imagined or it don't gonna repeat again. "THE LOCKDOWN " . Before march 2020 I haven't heard this terminology and hope many of you don't. Yes, we had experience of curfew even as per hindu tradition "Grahan kaal" but what is this lockdown??? The lockdown is a forced term that comes in existence after covid19 and in this you must stay at home. Leave that covid19 for a moment actually we are trying to leave it from our life. 

The lockdown,  a sudden shocking news comes to us with that you cannot go to office,  cant go to market not even to vaccation with those long leaves which you are waiting since long. Initially,  you felt like a prisoner but as time goes as an human adaptability you find something that makes you joy may be some hidden talent or your hobbies or any other thing. But why these joyful things came out in a serious period of time? Do we don't pay attention to our abilities? Or just running for cool status and pseudo lifestyle. Well if you have insight, you find your necessities are food only, you can remain in old clothes for long time and petro is not your daily needs. Ofcourse internet connection and smartphone may be the new necessary things which connects you with friends and families. 

A thoughtful person can find home as a peaceful place that built for living long life at the same time a unsatisfied person feels only home cannot give you peace but the truth lies in some people still try hard to find a hut that to called as "home". Its a state of person where he or she can be happy in penny or sad in too many. Aspects of lives are always different and we can't even imagine joy in the pain or pain in the joy. We can only cry on our own situations or laugh at some others.

The real world is full of beggars who actually has more than necessary things still begging. Also, many people are their who can live without food for days but don't eat by begging others. Begging is actually a situation not a profession, there is lot of emotions behind actual begging whether it's for food or for relation or else. But the cruel world in turn that emotion into buisness and makes profit out of it. Profit is not in terms of money but in terms of proving better then other, or a battle where loser actually follows rules and regulations and try to save relation or emotion when he was a contend against a beggar. 

So many things that comes as a real picture on the lockdown like a creative person can still make honest money, possibilities are infinite in every person need some pushing, thief is still thief not by his work but by mental state, pseudo lifestyle is a waste of time etc etc. But point is that, despite of no inflow of money there are outflows that can be controlled, despite of being at home, you can enjoy, despite of being far from your nearers you can still be connected. Similarly if one can hold their patience can survive. It's nice to be at national television by covering distance of miles but it would be nicest if that journalist instead of posting stories help that walking strangers with some arrangements. It's nice to be social media while supplying food free for needy but it would be nicest if encourage people enough to help out or make needy people able to earn food. 

We people never lacks ideas we only have lack of execution. Solutions are not migration solutions are stay strong and fight against situation may be prepared for worst situations. This lockdown is really pathetic but more painful is those examples which are actually stating the mental lockdown. The Lockdown of our own ideas. We need to use brain and build people help each other and encourage. Encourage enough to break the mental lockdown. 

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A childish ME

Growing up is a development of organisms,  humans are not exempt from this growth. But humans have ability to memorize,  live and enjoy every stage of life. Childhood is one of the best phase of life and almost every single person across the globe wants to live childhood once again.  It may be a poor or rich or even a person with limited abilities, we want to go back to those memories and live again. 

Well why not a human desire is, but of cry everyone pays attention to him , hint of smile that is spreaded to the miles, inability to understand itself has lots of positives. And grown up.person always run towards responsibilities and roles that are not actually his desires but a unknown pressure that builds throughout his growing period. It may differ based on stages, gender, family background,  literacy etc etc etc. That innocence or inability to understand or cuteness that attracts everyone losses its efficacy gradually as days went and so called labelled as maturity. 

It is wonderful to see a child, when you coming from office, in a park, when child throws a ball to his grandparent and that smile adores you. Actually it's a joy you are adoring is memory of your own childhood where you have nothing to worry about. There is nothing like brands, or status of clothing, food or shoes perhaps it's a blue color star shape new ball that fascinates and feels like even more than a millionaire at this time. I am sure while reading this you have a cute smile and lots of memories that hits your mind of your own experiences. Following adoring,  you may realize to walk for home and that walk reminds you all your happiness. You may sing or dance or even kick stones with brand new luxury shoes till you reach home. Infact, you lost into your happiness so much that you forget about shining and polishis of shoes, creases of pant and even what you are doing. The walk in last 5 minutes was the best walk you could ever imagine and refreshing you like a complete package holiday. 

It is so annoyed when you live that childhood you never realised this would be the platinum period of life (some may spell golden to their young age). But as you passes age and you realize importance of stages you lived. Same happens when you jump into old age from young still your best memory is childhood.

That man reaches home, enjoys and get into sleep went to office again and in evening again he wants to see that picture he saw another evening. But today no child was in the park and that 5 minutes journey finished swiftly but impression of evening is entirely different. This brings a question in my mind is the impression of few seconds really affects your next 5-6 hours??? Well expecting yes from everyone but I feel it should not be. You have your own identity and nothing should be affecting you. Anyways, to compensate that picture , even you or me starts remembering your childhood days. May be by playing or seeing photos or talking to parents or old friends. I think that's why everyone makes family to continue those ups and downs , sweet and sour memories for ages and that continues to be.

Once a person gets mature and find his or her partner,he willing to live childhood memories under that relationship. You may or may not accept, but it's a harsh truth. You want to laugh, cry, crave for things,  share sorrow, play , eat , ride etc actually all derivations of childhood activities.  Ofcourse you are learnt and not learning,  you understood not a non understanding person and behaves maturely outside but immature inside. You want to dance, poke and sometime anger. I feel these emotions are started building up in early ages and inherent to every individual.

Today, if someone asks your desires what you want? Just a play or forgot all responsibilities and get into lap of parents or playing hide and seek with friends. Human desire is the same, no one actually desires for tons of grains and alone holding a villa. They want old friends,  those silly mistakes and a cute smile that heals all nearer and dearer. 

Even a busiest person in the world seeks some attention from his grown up relatives. He live a luxury but not golden. He has everything but not those true old buddies. We miss ourselves in the course of maturity and we want to be that innocent that in reality not possible and that's why we gives life to our children to live ourselves into them. Cycle continues and life goes on. But desires remain same. 

Don't let your innocence and childhood goes away and try to hold your childhood. A childish ME

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The confined life

We like the way life flows and accordingly we somehow make a schedule and following it. In a course of 7 week days, if we got one or two off days from routine, we feels like heaven. That heaven actually is the state of mind where we can sleep for little longer, no worries of getting ready for office, or finishing breakfast or rush for driving. These becomes automatic response of our brain and need not think of plan again and again. We calls it routine. And only vaccations or sickness turned off these routines where we either enjoy (vaccations) or suffer (sickness) but both conditions may last for week or 10 days. But during that duration we miss our routines.

In a sudden situations where some might change their job or loss their jobs may experience change in routine. That too for short interval and again set into new routine.  This is what a human tendency of adaptation. Adaptation is gifted to us and that's what humans are. On some day prime minister of our nation declares a lockdown,  and we afraid how to cope up with it? First response is to arrange for necessary things for survival, next thing is to understand need of money and then think of what to do with this situation where you have holidays but cant go out, you have time but cannot afford to spend in admiring beauty of nature.

Somehow we started living with new situations,  finding ways to pass the ample of time. This time actually be wasted or utilized, totally depends on individual.  Initially people started talking with friends and family,  playing pranks, ask for games on social media or indoor games, some stated experimentation in cooking or sketching or painting etc. These actually were our hidden leisure activities which in routine life we forgot to enjoy. Somehow it gives inner peace or satisfaction to us which we sacrifice under name of routine or actually we voluntarily dont want to spare time for it may be labelled as maturity. Both the situation socially let us to be a great person but actually in deep of our heart we miss these childhood dreams and lost into world. 

Period of 21 days spented in these and hoping for normalize things but as we dont hope for negative but still extension of lockdown announced.  At this point nothing matters no worries because we learnt how to live and continue to do works. But humans are humans, they are getting bored by things which they can't make money. Actually it's a darker side of human nature, where their desires are not fulfilled and they tend to desire more sometimes these desires are basis of unlawful actions. 

So finding something new or something that creates intrest for longer time is eventually hard for us. Some may demands physical activity like gym exercises etc that they can do in limited amount at home or at the other hand some require brain scratching things, that is productive and maintain ability for thinking new ideas. Both are at their own place justifies human capabilities but what we left behind is again inner satisfaction. Days are passing and will pass, we can be back to exact normal conditions where we are, but the satisfaction level either forced by desires or by lack of time.  

Infact some of us learnt to balance life between needs and satisfaction and we do follow even when it becomes normal. Some may still run after those dreams which actually doesn't belongs to them. We try to do everything but forget the fact in a first, everything cannot be summarized and we feels pain when something is left behind or left us despite of the fact we have to live with or without available or earned things. Ideal person is who is not affected by situations or emotions that come to life. If we try to cope up, which a human can adapt, we can go ahead and achieve whatever our efforts are. Satisfaction is only a personal experience, desires never ends. Think up and live wisely. 

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